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(no subject) [Sep. 16th, 2004|05:55 pm]
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... (( .:never forget:. )) ... (( 9/11 )) [Sep. 11th, 2004|07:23 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | bored]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |well im watching fo0OoOo0OoO0s-ball!........]

today was reallllllllllly boring. beyong boring. it was b0OoOo0Ooo0Oo00OoOring!i literlally did nothing, except talk to people and sleep. so i mean it didnt suck for any reason. but i talked to my <3 fiance <3 whos in freakin north carolina! that so sucks (the fact that hes in NC not the fact that i talked to him , DUH!)..hmm cant get in my pants from 600 miles away *hehe*.ummm what else? o yeah..today is 9/11. i cant believe that its been 3 years. i can honestly say that was the worst day of my life.i dont know how someone can watch the video  of the plane hitting the tower or a parentless child holding a picture of their murdered parents and NOT feel like we needed revenge, a sense of closure...damn liberals. anywho0O0Oo0oOoO0o0Oo...the next few days should be much more..interesting. as long as we all dont die!
<3 i love ya'll STAY SAFE! <3
 
xoxo <3 LaUrEn <3 xoxo
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[[ L0vE is LiKe a MaSsiVe 0rGaSaM....its ((so easy)) to fake! ]] [Sep. 10th, 2004|09:49 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | pessimistic]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |TbS ::::> thErE is N0 "i" iN tEAm]

ok that (^^^) is quite possibly the best quote of all time. today was alrite, aside from that whole "im not going to have a house in a week" thing. ivan the biTcH is going to kill us all. ok maybe not but that thing is a beast and is gonna do some serious DAM-AGE to wherever it hits. tomorrow idk what im doing..my bro has a game till like 3 so im home by my lonesome self..fiance coulda come over but noooooooo(hes driving all the way up to north carolina at 4 o clock in the morning. and i already miss him lol). after that im packing some more...then were leaving sunday and going all the way to tampa. same hotel as last time. yes. and if u go to the SPCHS website, you'll see that la escuela is cancled "until further notice". and i dont know about ya'll but that scares the HELL out of moi. so basically theyre saying "no school because there will be no school to go back to". ahhhhhhh! hmmm what else? o yeah, i FINALLY figured out my homecoming plans, 3 points for lauren. random but i found this and i thought it was really cute..a lil depressing...but cute

boy:i saw her today
girl:i saw him today
boy:it seems like its been forever
girl:i wonder if he still cares
boy:she looks better than before
girl i couldn't help staring at him
boy:i asked her how things were going
girl:i asked about his new girlfriend
boy:i'd choose her over any girl i'm with
girl:he's probably really happy now
boy:i couldn't look at her without starting to cry
girl:he couldn't even look at me
boy:i told her i missed her
girl:he doesn't miss me
boy:i meant it
girl:he didn't mean it
boy:i love her
girl:he loves his new girlfriend
boy:i held her for the last time
girl:he gave me a friendly hug
boy:then i went home and cried
girl:then i went home and cried
boy:i lost her
 

girl:i loved him

on that note..im gonna go feel sorry for myself lol

xoxo bye bye babes oxox 

<3 LaUrEn <3

 

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(no subject) [Sep. 10th, 2004|07:49 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | lazy]

holy motherfucker how could i forget??

 

GO HURRICANES!!

i freakin love miami <33

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((. this thingy i found is ::>aD0rAbLe<:: .)) [Sep. 10th, 2004|05:15 pm]

-Y O U R . T H O U G H T S-
I KNOW:
 you don't always get what you want in life 

I WANT: someone to make me fall head over heals <3
I HAVE: a pretty awesome life

I WISH: people wouldnt be so fake
I HATE: when people dont tell you what they really feel

I FEAR: dying

I HEAR: my parents talking about the hUrRicAnE from hELL 
I SEARCH:for true happiness. and my TBS CD that ive lost :(

I WONDER: why is all the good food in the world fattening?
I REGRET: more things than i should

I LOVE:  *Y*0*U*

I CARE: about my friends, family, and my <3 fiAnCe <3

I ALWAYS: drink mountain dew
I AM NOT: what some people think i am

I DANCE: in my room when no ones watching and my kev is on the phone w/me
I SING: 70 times seven w/sarah while we eat lunch
I CRY: despite the fact i think it makes you weak

I DO NOT ALWAYS: keep an open mind
I FIGHT: with my brother

I WRITE: in a journal

I LOSE: my mind. and my cell phone. all the time.

I CONFUSE: ALOT of people
I LISTEN: to my friends when they need a listening ear

I NEED: a girls nite out (or a "kev's nite out".......lol)
I AM HAPPY: when im around people i care for
I SHOULD HAVE: not been so naive for so long
I MISS: we all know

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*.*.*.*. just (( [*.sMiLe.*] )) b.a.b y .*.*.*.* [Sep. 9th, 2004|07:13 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | loved]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |HuRriCanE :::> SoCo (appropriate, huh?)]

Today kinda sucked a little, well school did. but when doesnt it? lol. it was uneventful, nOtHiNg happend till afterwards. we all got yelled at by our coach because of some peoples crappy ass attitudes, that pissed me off. annnnnnd...OMG we have a massive hurricane headed our way, a CAT 5, with 212 mph wind gusts..and lightning..and hail. omg its like the Day After Tomorrow! urgh, y did i remind myself of that movie?!? anywhooers...my day was sucking till i get this random text message of (very cute/sweet) lyrics from a certain person....that made my day! and he also promised me nothing would happen w/this damn hurricane..and if it did we could be roomates! yesss! lol. i was on cloud nice after that..but kev just informed me that for ivan the BITCH hes going to NORTH CARLINA!!! wtf?!?! he cant be that far away, i NEED him, hes the only person who can unscare me lol. hes my comfort! ok that was cheesy lol. anyways...that was my day, exciting, huh? o yeah, and who can forget? MY FUTURE HUSBAND is on TV tonite! yesss i FREAKIN LOVE peyton manning! *sigh*

o yes, for my two loverrrrs:

I LOVE ALEXA AND KENDALL!!  

<3 LaUrEniZzLe <3

 

!

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the ((.keys.)) to the cAsTLe are ::>right<::where i left //them// [Sep. 8th, 2004|09:22 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | curious]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |sports center theme :::>because thats what im watching, DUH!]

Today was kinda blah, just one of those days. some stuff was better than others..um..well i had a meet, which was rather suprising...the past 5 days all i did was sit on my ass and eat, so having to go out and race..was..well...not pleasant. all and all it sucked, but this meet didnt really matter. hmmm what else..o yeah a certain red-heads 18th b-day is on september 30th...and im planning the BEST birthday ever! well me and kendall...hahahahaha...that should be crazy. anywhoo...o yeah..one thing today that pissed me off..i was talking to a few seniors & i guess theres some rumors going around about me. random ppl who ive never even talked to are talking abt me and stuff ive done w/a guy who i barely even kno...and its SO not true, i mean i an honest person and the stuff they are saying isnt true at all.i promised myself id never let rumors piss me off..but just the fact that these random people talk abt me...yeah.its annoying.and its seriously not true at all...but whatever. sooooooooo that was my day, muy exciting. o yeah and kendall suprised us all today...she actually got a JOKE!!!! ivan the terrible...IM NOT RETARDED...he was a ruler in england or something..... 
 
random quote of the day:
"hehe but i dont wanna play pool" <---hot hot hot lol
 

<3 LaUrEn <3
 

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:::> ooo yeahhh <::: [Sep. 7th, 2004|08:30 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | relaxed]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |mEm0ry ::::> [[ SUGARCULT ]]]

today = a hottub with kendall, 7 other women, 2 porn stars, a transsexual migrant worker, and a spider monkey (a.k.a AliS0n)...hell yesss ((f0r uR 0wN sAniTy jUsT doNt ASk ))

:::> i <3 y0u all
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<FONT size=1>today = a hottub with kendall, 7 other women, 2 porn stars, a transsexual migrant worker, and a spider monkey (a.k.a AliS0n)...hell yesss ((f0r uR 0wN sAniTy jUsT doNt ASk ))

:::> i <3 y0u all <:::
<3 LaUrEn <3<FONT size=1>
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.* WiSh LisT *. [Sep. 7th, 2004|12:40 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | blah]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |tw0 pInA cOlaDaS :::::> GaRth Bro0kS]

*. say, "i wish" before you read each one

01. *. i had a twin
02. *. i didnt have a horrible runner's tan
03. *. my curfew was 4
04. *. i could be in love
05. *. people would stop assuming stuff about me and the way i am
06. *. i wasnt so ditzy
07. *. i was blonde
08. *. i had pink satin bed sheets
09. *. christina agularia didnt have so many piercings
10. *. i lived on the beach
11. *. a hurricane would come and destroy some people's houses
12. *. i could fluently speak spanish & french & italian
13. *. i could surf
14. *. everyone would vote for george w. bush
15. *. my family liked me as much as they like my brother
16. *. i could watch Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory every day
17. *. the Wizard of Oz had a sequel
18. *. i took more pictures
19. *. i wasnt so bitchy sometimes
20. *. our --CC-> team would win states
21. *. i could play guitar
22. *. people didn't spread rumors
23. *. i had curly hair
24. *. i could go to <3 maaaiiiinnneee <3
25. *. i had an older brother
26. *. i could be as smart as kendall
27. *. i actually had nails i could paint
28. *. i could hear what people really think about me.
29. *. the devil rays could win the world series
30. *. a boy would write me a song
31. *. i could get my bellybutton pierced
32. *. i hadnt done alot of things ive done in the past
33. *. i was a senior
34. *. my brother wasn't so freakin perfect
35. *. you cared

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*s ha k e* down ((you)) make mE [[ bbrreeaakk ]] f0r .: goodness:. sake [Sep. 6th, 2004|08:18 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | crazy]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |some aucoustic TBS]

well today, once again, i did not leave my house.i couldnt, shore acres is flooded like crazzzzy, but good news of the year...NO SCH00L TOMORROW!! hells yeah 'mo fucka. thats very good. but i still havent left my house in 3 days, i think im really going crazy. insane in fact. the hurricane destroyed my dock, it like washed it away. it was tite. and it like flooded my pool.anyways...ok lets play 'what lauren did today'!:
*woke up at 10:30
*ate
*slept
*watched happy gilmore
*ate some more
*talked to my wooooonderful <3 fiancee <3
*ate some more
*slept some more
*talked to my fiance again
*ate alot more
*watched happy gilmore
*attempted to sleep but decided to watch "Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory"instead 
*stole my fiance's s/n...(did NOT IM anyone w/ 'i like that fact that u dont have a penis' tho)
*3 WAY CYBERED WITH ALI AND JOSH (mmmm a josh sandwhich...a kosher pickle and a lil mayonaise..WOW)
*found my homecoming hairsyle
*and inbetween all of this managed to talk to like 827364837246 different ppl online
SUCH AN EXCITING DAY!
i was supposed to go over to kevs house today which i was REAAAALLLYYY looking forward to, but no.NO. frances had to be a gay hurricane and deprive me of my fiance.grrrr.
sooo that was my wonderfully uneventful day, THROW IT UP MO FUCKA
x0xo payce bitches X0xo
<3 LaUreNiZzLe <3
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..... i'Ve G0t cAbiN fEveR ! ! ! ! ! ..... [Sep. 5th, 2004|08:13 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | lethargic]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |(( ghost man on third)) :::>tAkiNg BaCk SuNdaY]

today was uneventful considering i didnt leave my house. i learned/decided 10 things today:
1) Im gonna buy mill-kins a lion from kenya
2) I cant wait til i get to see kev
3) me and sarah are truly do-gooders despite our occasional bitchiness
4) i REALLY like munchkins from dunk n donuts
5) power outages are GAY
6) deep down my little brother secretly wishes he could be a ho
7) ali enjoys going for swims in her street
8) any hurricane that hits florida is a PUSSY
9) u can in fact eat fried pastries for every meal of the day
10) I CANT STAND BEING IN DOORS FOR 2 FUCKING DAYS!
anywhooooo...heres a quiz, my bordem REQUIRES me to take this quiz:

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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2004|09:36 pm]
today was just...interesting. but all i kno is now lauren is muy muy...happy..hehe
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(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2004|09:29 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | chipper]

today was really fun, and i thought it was gonna suck but it didnt. sarah called me around 3 and we went HC dress shopping w/ali. I FOUND THE PRETTIEST DRESS EVER!thennnnn...chris almost raped me omg. he was blantently hitting on moi.he def got to like second base w/me in the middle of the mall (JK...but he tried)thennn...we drove all the way out to kev's house (on the way we saw 2 bums fighting..."one should kill the other one that way thered be one less bum in the world!") and hung out then went to the beach. it was soooo pretty, we just kind of sat there..the beach is gorgeous at nite..
anywhoo..that was my day.im getting my dress tomorrow(i think) wahooers!lol dress:check/date:check/hair appointment:check....IM SET FOR HOMECOMING!lol...yeah my day was awesome..yay!
<3 lAuReN <3
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...the whirlwind pulled me into ur hurricane... [Sep. 2nd, 2004|06:35 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | ditzy]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |[[ Timberwolves at New Jersey]]::::>TaKiNg bAcK sUnDay]

so here we go again. Charley the Sequel. WERE ALL GOING TO DIE.jk...today was kick ass, prolly just because we dont have la escuela tomorrow. WAHOOERS! (as my good friend kendall would say)...this weekends gonna be cool..friday idk what im doing saturday im hanging w/jess and sunday im sleeeping over at dizzles.anywho0Oo0ooO0oOO0o...school was boring as usual..but afterwards brandon gave me and kendall a ride (even tho he almost killed us..i think i left a tampon in his car lol) to la bibleotca to visit my fiance! now, me and kendall arent excatly the smartest people in the world therefore we dont go to the library often. or ever. but it is a SCARY ASS PLACE. omg. this random black guy was scary:
"hey there ladies, do u have boyfriends?"
"uhmuhmm.*walks away slowly*..yes..."
"can i get ur numbers?"
"ummm we dont talk to strangers.*looks at kendall nervously and grabs her arm*.."
*RUN AWAY*<----we shoulda told him we were lesbians! haha
then we signed up for this thingy online..Lendall Grohay..haha. that library lady was sooooooooooooooo pissed at us, omg we were being so loud! kendalll...DONT USE UR PHONE DUMBASS! poor kev, we almost got him fired lol. yeahhhhh my day was muy muy random, as usual. but not sucky. this weekends gonna be cool. WAHOOERS! haha im an idiot.

<3 mUcH0 aM0r <3
((LaUrEn))
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u know what would be funny? a chimpanzee smoking marijuana. [Aug. 31st, 2004|07:51 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | nervous]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |tRicK dAddY -and- liL j0n -and friends- [[ lEts G0 ]]]

so...today didnt suck. i mean i was kind of in a blah mood but come to think of it ive been in a "blah" mood for the past 3 months, but okiedokie. tomorrows my first CC meet and im hyperventalating at the very though of it *breathe, lauren, breathe*.johnathan sent me sum serious lil jon to make me feel better and it worked lol. anywhoooooo....today= not a whole lot. milli tried to cake-i-fy my bookbag but it didnt work. HA. and i went into kevs pants AGAIN during religion class.."reaching for his wallet"...*pssh*..he knows i just want to be able to put my hands in his pants. and josh ATTACKED me and tried to pull me down the stairs, how vicious.jp. annnnnnnnd...uh..*thinking*...thats about all that happened.seriously. im just not thinking straight, im like a 4 year old with ADD right now, my minds wandering more than a escapee from a nursing home. ahhh i quit. this sucks. damn --CC-> meet.

bYe Bye mY l0vEs <3
x0xo*kisses bitches*Xox0
LaUrEn---<3
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(no subject) [Aug. 30th, 2004|09:24 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | pissed off]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |nada]

today was sucky as hell. it was one of those days when you think and thats not good. when u think about people u shouldnt think about...and u remember things u tried so hard to forget. yeah, suckiness to the extreme. and it SUCKS because i cant really talk to ppl abt it, its like walking on eggshells, i get treated like an idiot cuz i cant get over him..like its my fault. newflash: its not. id give anything in the world not to care..ANYTHING..and its just not working. and ppl are like "no laurens never in a bad mood, shes always hyper and happy" ha how bout no....im in bad moods but i dont want to show it, it makes me look weak and like an idiot..so i cover it up. i suppose i am a good actress... ha.
and, my day was just awesome, and it got better!.....idk, usually when i tell someone something and beg, plead, and beg somemore and ask them not to say anything..and they do..that pisses me off REALLY BAD.i hate when people u trust go and kind of fuck u over..not cool. yeah i kno im making a huge deal out of something that isnt...but i have right to be. and yeah, ill get over it..its just the principal of it all that makes me mad. and yeah, its not all this that got me pissed, it everything...wishy washy freinds..apathetic exboyfriends...people relying on me to be so responsible..my parents breathing down the fucking back of my neck. and yeah, im still pissed now, o fucking well....i think i have a right to be pissed, i mean he got pissed at me for stupid shit before........ahhh im tired and stressed and just overall sucky. i just wish, in general, life was simple and i could be happy.


but we all know thats not gonna happen.


ok im done venting, fuck u all(except meg lol)...bye

dont worry kev ill get over it just deal with my venting of anger...
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im in a quiz taking mood...so here we go [Aug. 29th, 2004|07:51 pm]
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stealing this quote from a friends live journal... [Aug. 28th, 2004|02:55 pm]
...If i had never been in love than i would never know what it felt like to miss it so bad, to know the high of the feeling and the comfort in it and then it just not be there. i would have so much rather have not known what it felt like at all..


that quote is like the truest/best quote ever. im dedicating an enitire LJ entry to it lol.
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:::>aN oLd ScHo0l QuIz f0r yOuR vIeWiNg PlEaSuRe<::: [Aug. 28th, 2004|08:42 am]
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:::::::::::::::::> RAnD0mnEsS<::::::::::::::::: [Aug. 27th, 2004|09:27 pm]
[// . mY m0Oo0OoO0O0o0OoD . // | exhausted]
[// *the kind of song that ignites the airwaves* // |old TBS]

A very "special" dictionary. by lily22
Look up:
Definition:An absense of logic; insane, unreasonable; a byproduct of such insanity; fanfiction.
Quiz created with MemeGen!


HA thats amusing
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